Another one bites the dust.....

Well, today is Monday. That's right today is the monday that he said, "We'll let you know by Monday." And he did. I got a phone call around two thirty today, and Dr. Moon let me know that they decided to go with someone else for the dental hygiene position. Every ounce of blood in my body dropped to my feet. He said, the current hygienist's new contract in California might be falling through.....so they decided to go with someone who is okay with more of a temporary job. He said he was really impressed with my working interview, and that he'd be happy to be a reference for me as I search for other employment. It SEEMS TO ME THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO BE A REFERENCE FOR ME, BUT NOBODY WANTS TO HIRE ME! So then I hung up the phone and cried for a half hour. Call me pathetic, and stupid for writing that for everyone to read, but this blog is also my personal history, and that's what happened. I just can't seem to get a break. What am I gonna do? Times are sure tough. I wonder if ISU Dental Hygiene Class of 2009 knows that. I'll bet they don't. So just when I think I can't get any lower.....disapointment strikes again. Don't worry, "All these things shall give thee experience and shall be for thy good." I know trials make us stronger, but I just don't see how it's okay to continue to live with my parents.....who have burdens of their own.....when I am a fully grown, married, adult with a college degree. Life after graduation.....it's almost harder than being a starving student......cuz now you get to feel guilty. No....it IS harder than being a student. I Never thought I'd say those were the easy days....but at least I had a path. So, if you hear of any dental hygiene jobs....and I mean....ANY JOB (cuz we'll move anywhere).....then let me know! I'll be the one at home, who answers the phone after the first ring.....cuz I've got nothin' better to do.